Monday, February 06, 2006

The Issue

Well it has been a good while since I posted.

Busy, of course.

But not idle. So that means that I will have to catch up on my thoughts, but that might be overwhelming. So I will post one thought at a time.

This is the first.

My thoughts of late have circulated around the wondering of what a right relationship between a guy and girl looks like. It has come up because though I have given myself a rule of no romantic relationships for a year, I can not tell myself that I will not find anyone attractive for a year.... But I am jumping ahead of my self.

I began to realize that if one cuts out all male (or female) contact from ones interaction, one cuts out a very significant input, especially if it is cutting out the opposite sex. I began to realize I was too far on the other side because all my interaction is with females. Males are not to be trusted.

So along came a male, but alas, he is a beautiful male, and I can’t help but appreciating him. No sooner is he appreciated than I want him, and the whole cycle of lust, introspection, flirting and all the good and bad that follows two fallen people’s interaction begins to set in.

Don’t worry this has a happy ending

1 Comments:

At 11:57 PM, February 15, 2010, Anonymous M said...

Does it really?

I agree with you in principle (you probably still agree with you in principle). Cutting off males entirely seems to be (rationally) a bad idea. And yet... so satisfying (emotionally, spiritually). How can I let them in and value their humanity when I don't trust them one iota?

 

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